Only once a year do I get to be (mostly) awake for 29.5 hours and physically exaughst myself to the limit! Everybody to the limit!!!

Imagine, in the center of the screen a small yellow dot. look close. I know its hard to see. But you have good vision. You can see it. And slowly, you see, it begins to grow...


....and grow and grow

and you realize that it is not a dot, but a small face. This face stares back at you and comes ever so cautiously closer.When it realizes that you are no threat it gets larger and larger and comes out of the screen and gives you a big wet dog slobbery kiss

....Now open your eyes.

If you imagined anything about a doggy face. You cheated. You weren't supposed to look.

Sweet,
I knew she knew.
That just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Don't feel too bad.
I'll accept hatever you choose......





......but I will be bitter and spitefull ; ) (just kidding)

In the dark, he couldn't tell whether the line had gone slack because she was coming back to him or because she had cut herself free.

Motto touku made isshyo ni yuketara nee

Ureshikute sore dakede

Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo

Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa

Honto wa setsunai yoro nanoni

Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no

Coo, im better

"What's your favorite dish?

I'm not gonna cook it

but I'll order it from Zanzibar!!!"

Emotion: Crappy
Song: Tribute

Be you angles?

and we said

Nay, we are but men FUCK




...Just a tribute

Life is too short so love the one you got cause you might get runover or you might get shot Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest
Never start no static I just get it off my chest
Take a small example A tip from me take all of your money and give it up to charity
Lovin's what I got It's within my reach
And the sublime style's still straight from long beach
It all comes back to you you're gonna get what you deserve
Try and test that you're bound to get served
Love's what I got
Don't start a riot
You feel it when the dance gets hot
That's why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot, hits the bottle and goes back to the rock
Fuckin and fighting it's all the same Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane
Let the lovin come back to me

yah man

A person is smart. People are dumb.

Everything they've ever "known" has been proven to be wrong. A thousand years ago
everybody knew as a fact, that the earth was the center of the universe. Five
hundred years ago, they knew it was flat. Fifteen minutes ago, you knew we humans
were alone on it. Imagine what you'll know tomorrow.

sometimes, i'm not sure I care

If you walk away, I'll walk away

I had a sudden realization today:

We are brought up to not help people that are far enough done that their problems will effect our life. My heart, brain, and body wamt to stop on the side of the road and help people I don't know, but my instinct says why? Why would you stop, take time out of your own life, and do something that won't reap you anything? I need to over come my instincts.


But greed is a bottomless pit And our freedom’s a joke We’re just taking a piss And the whole world must watch the sad comic display If you’re still free start running away

My suit coat was the last piece. I was ready. All dressed up, had my horn, and the quintet had already awrmed up. We went to where everything was set up and got our instruments. We took our cases to the back and got our horns out and got ready to play. We played various classical songs with a few others thrown in between. We played for a good hour for our audience. Then, when we were finished, we left our chairs and stands and put our instruments away. As I was walking back, I reflected. Walking past the shampoo, and the pop and candy. Next past the childrens toys and cheap gimmicks. I thought on how I am going to look back on this day, our first gig. Then I left, walking out the doors of the Dollar General thinking what our next gig is going to be.

I wonder when that period is where you stop worrying so much about everything, and just start looking at things with a strange kind of cynical amusement. Where everything becomes less confusing and brilliantly incisive. One can only look to the future and nolonger to the imminent and inevetable pain that comes from living in the past. I see so many young ones question everything they do, whether it is right or wrong, weather to be cogitative or hedonistic, (listen to the super ego or the ID). To me, that is too much thought in general. My message to you: It doesn't matter what you do. All of my friends have good intentions and that is enough if you put your mind to it. Stop thinking and just do it. Loosen up kids. You know you are doing the right thing SO STOP WORRYING... it isn't good for your health.


"Think enough and you won't know anything." - Kenneth Patchen.....

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

He had hoped it wouldn't come to this, but then, he had hoped for so many things over the years...

Attention Viewers:

From hence forth, I here by declare that I am giving up fast food. This ban will continue until the afore mentioned food becomes healthy. The only exception is pizza.

PLease help me in my little promise to myself.
Thanks for listening.

See you next time. Same time. Same place.

Note to Self:

"Self, don't not do anything for 5.5 hours"

¡Yay for getting a I on our quintet and an 84 on my Solo Yay!

I ain't got nobody...

..... and nobody is for me



now, normally, this would sound like a sad phrase. Think about it. Then listen to this.

She said she had to travel light, and then she gave it back.