the previous entry was my little bullets I wrote on my arm. please excuse the evilness of them next I have some happier more trascendentalist stuff!
The Uber religious people... and how much i them.
Ok, so I can imagine that when people believe in a religion, they are usually devoted to it to some extent. I'm cool with that. Most religions will have a punishment for not believeing in it, thus the believers try to get non-believers to do it too... as a kind of help right? Well think about this religious people. Most people know the major religions, and what they are all about. If they wanted to be in your religion wouldn't you think they would have joined already? Yeah, it just es me off.
Never Underestimating the power of stupid people in large groups
In fact, never underestemate stupid people in general. I just can't stand it when people vandalize things, or hurt other people either for the heck of it, or for fun, or for pop ularity, or for... I could go on. One of the things that es me off the most is when people hurt them selves. , self-mutilation, drinking alcohol. Especially underage drinking. HOLY CRAP MAN!!! There are kids in my area that are poisoning themselves, it just disgusts me!
The Evils of humanity
Getting caught in the moment
Words of advice, don't get caught up in the moment and do something stupid.
It only takes one person to start a group of stupidity
Oh how true that is.
Humans are not very smart as a whole
We have stopped the who natural selection/Evolution thing
Yeah, Darwins theory. By creating things like glasses, and advanced medical breakthroughs, we have stopped natural selection. Take my earlier example of glasses. Before, those with bad eye sight would be (at the most extreme case) eliminated from the gene pool. Thus we would no longer have poorly sighted people. By creating glasses, we have stopped that process and thus halted the Human evolutionary process in most aspects.
bad moods are contagious
Risks are one of the most fun things in the world, the more you will lose if you fail... the more ecxiting it is
YES THEY ARE. That rush of adrenaline, they wager on the table, don't know if you will win or lose....SOOO MUCH FUN! ....untill you lose. he he he
Peace Out
~Colin
it's the new year...
The new crowd, the new school, the new people...
the new freshmen come in...
they get made fun of by the new sophomores because they were when they were freshmen...
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the new year...
there was something people did to you...
you said you would never do it...
the time comes when you make the decision...
you give in............................................................................................
they did it to you you have the right.
It happens like that. People do what they have learned, and teach what they do...
This happens in way to many things for me to mention,
i will add things as I think of them..
I just think it's kinda funny
See ya
For now....
(a recently seen quote from this guy i know) peace love and crabs
Is'n't it funny how religion works. I love how it is so obvious yet to some people it seems like some sort of Great Epiphany
So lets say that no religion has proof enough to be concived as absolutly true. Most religions in fact have paltry evidence any way. But let's say that this new religion is called Colonism. It will be inspired by some form of literature of such. Now the creator of the religion really didn't mean to have it happen that way it just did. He said, "Hey, I have an idea that the world works like this!" Great. another person thinks he knows everything, is what some people say at first. Next, people who like the idea, adopt it into thier beliefs. That is where everything goes wrong. With belief. Since, last time I checked, we (or well most of us) are single minded, individualistic beings; we (I will be the idividualistic human stereotype from now on) want to make our own ideas and changes. But, since I already have this one idea, I will just modify it so it suits all of my other beliefs also! Wow, what kind of a loser came up with that one. Now all of the humans that origonally belived in the one idea, now have many to chose from. After a while, the weaker sections (what are now becoming sects) die out. Now let's say that there are 3 prevailing sects. These three all have their own beliefs. One will be based on pacifism, another pessimism, and the third realism. Let's also say that these three are the leading religions in the world. now, as you might guess, they would not agree too much. Let's say that the pacifists are too pacsifist to fight, so they die off. They aren;t killed by the pessimists because the pessimists were too busy speculating what would be the cause of war. The realislists killed them all off because that was how it was. so, great. We just had a war over religion. Soon enough, someone will come up with a new idea, it will split into groups, and the groups will fight. I wonder how long it will take for people to realize this. PLUS! I didn't even mention what happens when two completely seperate religions fight...Oh jeez! i mean that's war!
Tune in again for why it helps to have a brain smaller than the size of your eye! Sime Time, Same place!
~Colin
Sorry about the not writing in a while, man APH really takes alot out of you!
anyway, in responce to David's "Lies of Life"
Please read the entry before you read my response of it won't make very much sense.
Maybe the reason we forget all of those good memories is because we need to make room for new ones. It is in our genes. There is something in our brain that makes us forget something that felt realy good so we would go out and do it again. Tus no longer having the need for that old memory because we have a new more recent feeling.
It is kind of like somking marijuana (Shame on me for saying this , but it is very true)(oh, and by the way i don't know this from experience...I'm just resourcefull) The reason people get addictied is because when they take thier first hit, it feels really good. I'm not joking. It stimulates your brain for a small amount of time. The catch is no matter how hard you try, you will never be able to get that good of a hit again.
You are probably right, David. We do make things up and insert them in our memories making them a kind of semi-realistic fantasy. Now, there are some people who will give up at this point and say, "It will never be that good again so why try." That (not being sarcastic) is the way alpot of people feel. On the other hand there are people who say, "Well I don't quite remember if hat is how I really felt so I guess I will have to try to find that point again and prove to myself that I felt that good." That kind of attitude is what keeps people striving in life for more. Those are the very succesfull people. They are the ones that know what to do in life and when; because their whole life they have been adventuring out to see what they can do and to do better than what they just did. (Please re-read that run-on sentance if you need to)
well......I was going to write more about some other stuff.....but then i ate some food. Now I don't feel like writing, so what I have will just have to do.
Untill next time....
Commander Lock: Dammit, Morpheus! Not everyone believes what you believe!
Morpheus: My beliefs do not require them to.
Peace
Fear
Fear is nothing but fear itself.
Wow
what a dumb line.
Fear is alot more than that. It is a problem, physical and emotional. It interfears with everyday life, and is apart of it as well. We can't just ignore it because that would be useless. It would still be there and it would grow in our subconciences. Like everyone says we need to face our fears. That really works. try it out sometime. well I have fears of my own to face....Peace out
Time for my randomness:
The human race is overall pretty shy. No really, think about it. We have all of these private things because we like to keep to ourselves. i mean there would be few people who would interact with people if we werent forced to (aka work, school, etc.). What's really confuses me is that even though we don't like to share alot of our info, we marry each other.
Man, I wishgirls were easier to fgure out. Wait, I take that back. making them easier to figure out would take the fun out of life. Oh and I love this guys story. He has a girlfriend and I wanted to know how this happend. So he starts his story by saying that they had known eachother for a whole month! Wow that's along time. anyway last weekend he asked her out and she said yes. Wow! talk about moving it quickly! heh peace.
Your right Alex. That test is really accurate. Here you go!
Take it for yourself!
Seer
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To Anne:
Not to be rude or anything, but why do you care who her friends are?You should be more conserned about yourself and your own friends. Last time I checked, you and Emily were friends and then you diss her, and POOF! not friends any more. guess what, if you keep doing that, you wont have any friends left either. Oh, and by the way, people can choose thier own friends whether you like it or not. So please, do us all a favor and shut up about the "you dont have good friends" crap. Thanks Much!
~Colin
Names
What's in a name?
"That which we call a rose, by any other name would smell as sweet."
Why do we potect our name, in hopes it will not fall into the wrong hands?
what would they do with our name?
Not much
Probably use it to get money some how.
A name is a poem with out meter
A name is an informational label
A name is our slave and our master for we command it yet it we are bound to it.
We our the ground and our names our flower
it is sewn unto us then we nurtue and grow it.
But do names really matter?
for "I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all togeather."
Yes they are a way to remember your parents and your child hood and...well...everything as a matter of fact.
Names are sweet in the eye of the beholder, and yet rotten to the one who wears it.
So used are we to our own names that others begin to look so good, and the numbers of others are vast.
Yet as the saying goes the grass is always greener, and it is.
So if you ever find yourself thinking that the grass is greener on the other side of the fence.....fertilize your own lawn.
On the day of the power outage I was in the shower thinking. We humans have come so far and done so much to be the top. We have trampled everything else. If the property of Yin and Yang is true (and I belive it is) than the humans are going to be in trouble. As I see it, we rule over the world, then fight among eac other and destroy the world. That looks to me like one-sided power. Soon enough there will be some sort of a "great equalizer" that is going to send us bak in time sort of thing and make us equall with the universe. then this power outage hits and I think...stragnge.
~Colin
Does thought really come from the brain... or the soul.
Care and our emotions also come from the soul.
All the brain does is control the body.
Our soul is what contains our character, life force, and personality.
We think, make decisions, and coose the paths of our lives through our soul.
When you die you will still be capeable of thought and you will no longer have a body, but that is a long way away, so think about the road in front of you and know that your soul is pointing you in the right direction.
~Colin
Zen Moments
Overreaching Oneself
Lingyuan said:
Those who overreach themselves in positions of leadership rarely finish anythin successfully. It seems that thier virtuous qualities are superficial and thier measure is narrow, and thier learning from experienceis low. Also they cannot follow the good and strive for righteousness and use that to expand themselves and achieve realization.
-Daily Record
The Chinese have a symbol for the way of life. It is called the Yin-Yang. It represents equality. Equality of everything. Everyone should have equality in their lives. Whether it is in friends, family, or just way of life. Friends, for example,: You should strive to have friends that have the same interests, and some that are the exact opposite. Families should do things that represent their interests, and try new things to expand their horizons. In life, you should do things that are equal opposites. Learn and teach, speak and listen, give and receive. When all is equal, there is no conflict.
Please find peace within yourself.
~Colin
I have a request from two of my friends.
When two people talk, there is an expected courteously and politeness that both people should show no matter the circumstance. Apparently, some people can't handle the fact that if something were to happen between them (say. Breaking up) the same, if not more courtesy should be given and returned. Love and Life are a never ending duel. Duels are played by the rules and have their own form or politeness. Actually, I am tired and can't explain it in any cool metaphorical way. So, Guys, when the kind lady breaks up with you, then calls you and is nice to you; return her kindness and be polite. Not some thick headed mono tone "woe is me" because you have it easy and it isn't then end of the world so shut up and move on with life!
Thank You, don't take any of this personally.
~Colin
one who has a strong soul, purpose, and heart will succed in life. No matter what they do, they will be great. whether they are the knight in shining armor, the mysterious man in the black cloak, or the poor beggar. Whatever they do, they will be the the best at it. This I know. It is written in my heart and my soul, as it should be in everyone. You will be great David, and you will be a legend*. Try not to be what others are, but what the others are afraid to be.
Remeber that and you will go far.
~Colin
*=Heros are rememberd, Legends are not forgotten -Anonymous
want.
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wanting to have someone with you at a certin time.
i guess it will only make that time, with that person, when it gets there of course; that much better.
i will wait for that time and and know that i will treause it forever and i will savor every moment of it.
i will be sad when it is over and happy when it happens again.
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i will just wait for it then...right here...
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wanting it
~Colin
someone (11:18:39 PM): i mean, what if i only like her like i do because shes my first friend? But i dont feel like thats it...BUT I DONT KNOW!
someone (11:18:43 PM): I JUST DONT KNOW
someone (11:18:47 PM): what is ove?
Saline CJR (11:19:01 PM): ove-
Saline CJR (11:19:08 PM): its cutting it off
someone (11:19:44 PM): thats what dating is so ove(cutting it off) it dosent make sense to me
someone (11:20:05 PM): its not a word in the dictionary
Saline CJR (11:20:08 PM): My first "girlfriend" I felt that way as far as I can tell and it was becuase
Saline CJR (11:20:17 PM): dating is so o-v-e- - - - - -
Saline CJR (11:20:18 PM): there
Saline CJR (11:20:26 PM): did it cut it off again
someone (11:20:41 PM): ic
someone (11:20:50 PM): what were you saying about your first friend?
Saline CJR (11:20:56 PM): becuase it was that she was first and I didnt know what else there was
someone (11:21:13 PM): yeah, but how will you know if you dont go out there?
Saline CJR (11:21:20 PM): I am out there
someone (11:21:24 PM): im saying this in question to your rule
someone (11:21:30 PM): maybe
someone (11:21:33 PM): but how do you know!
someone (11:21:35 PM): ?
someone (11:21:38 PM): hmmmm?
someone (11:21:45 PM): how do you know any of this is real?
Saline CJR (11:21:50 PM): someone said to me
someone (11:21:58 PM): how do i know your real
Saline CJR (11:22:01 PM): real is only what we persieve it to be
someone (11:22:02 PM): how do you know im real
someone (11:22:08 PM): EXACTLY
someone (11:22:21 PM): which is why i have trouble believing life
Saline CJR (11:22:25 PM): I persieve that on the other end of this im there is someone
Saline CJR (11:22:33 PM): you may not be you but you are someone
someone (11:22:40 PM): im no one
Saline CJR (11:22:40 PM): THEN DONT BELIVE IT
Saline CJR (11:22:49 PM): NO ONE ELSE CARES WHAT YOU BELIVE
Saline CJR (11:22:52 PM): sorry
someone (11:22:56 PM): ha its ok
Saline CJR (11:23:00 PM): not trying to be mean , just true
someone (11:23:04 PM): i know
Saline CJR (11:23:12 PM): ok good
someone (11:23:14 PM): but if i dont believe in anything whats the point in living
Saline CJR (11:23:28 PM): if you truly belive that then there is none
Saline CJR (11:23:39 PM): please dont kill your self on what I sayd
Saline CJR (11:23:41 PM): said*
someone (11:23:46 PM): of course not
Saline CJR (11:23:55 PM): thx
Saline CJR (11:23:57 PM): anyway
someone (11:24:02 PM): not enough willpower
someone (11:24:20 PM): i cant stop trying to figure out the impossible
Saline CJR (11:24:29 PM): they said to me something about being embaresed when they talked about me and her. If I truly loved someone, then I would have her full trust and her mine
someone (11:24:31 PM): or figure out anything for that matter
Saline CJR (11:24:39 PM): thus I knew that she wouldnt be cheating
someone (11:25:01 PM): she "cheated" on you at this age?
Saline CJR (11:25:03 PM): or if a friend were to joke about hitting on her, I wouldnt care becuase i knew that she is devoted tome
Saline CJR (11:25:05 PM): no
Saline CJR (11:25:15 PM): i didnt love her young grasshopper
someone (11:25:17 PM): ah i see now
someone (11:25:31 PM): theres a problem though
Saline CJR (11:25:39 PM): what
someone (11:25:57 PM): if i truly love her, what keeps her from not loving me?
someone (11:25:58 PM): nothign
Saline CJR (11:26:27 PM): love is not a magnet
someone (11:26:33 PM): I know
Saline CJR (11:26:38 PM): it is not a mathamatical equation
someone (11:27:02 PM): but to be completly honest colin, and i hope you dont take any offense to this, but i dont fully trust anyone
Saline CJR (11:27:05 PM): it's not ballenced. You could love the out of some chick and she could not know that you exsist
Saline CJR (11:27:12 PM): niether do i
someone (11:27:16 PM): not you, my parents, her
someone (11:27:18 PM): no one
Saline CJR (11:27:22 PM): :::cough cough paranoid cough cough:::
Saline CJR (11:27:24 PM): jk
Saline CJR (11:27:28 PM): wait
someone (11:27:28 PM): lol
Saline CJR (11:27:31 PM): yse I do
someone (11:27:31 PM): maybe its true
Saline CJR (11:27:36 PM): I trust the ones I love
someone (11:27:36 PM): maybe i am paranoid
someone (11:27:43 PM): I dont trust the ones i love
Saline CJR (11:28:00 PM): If you want to truly love then that is a barrier that you will have to break through
Saline CJR (11:28:08 PM): what kind of love is that?
someone (11:28:13 PM): actually, i trust my father, but when i say i trust him
Saline CJR (11:28:14 PM): it is none that i know of
someone (11:28:27 PM): its My love
Saline CJR (11:28:41 PM): well
Saline CJR (11:28:52 PM): she, nor anyone else, works on your love
someone (11:28:59 PM): I love/loved my brother, and i cant trust him with anything 0%
someone (11:29:21 PM): i can trust you and the people i love 99%
someone (11:29:43 PM): but im not talking about the kind of trust like ... can you deposit 2000 dollars of my money into my bank account
someone (11:29:47 PM): jsut incase you are
Saline CJR (11:29:50 PM): It is something you are going to either change about everyone else, of you will need to change about yourself; and I really dont think it could every possibly be the former
someone (11:30:03 PM): i cant change myself
Saline CJR (11:30:11 PM): well than you cant live life
Saline CJR (11:30:23 PM): change is something that you have to do
Saline CJR (11:30:29 PM): you need to be flexible
someone (11:30:33 PM): i can change what i eat
Saline CJR (11:30:46 PM): you dont eat yourself
Saline CJR (11:30:48 PM): ...
Saline CJR (11:30:54 PM): or atleast I hope not
someone (11:30:57 PM): and i can change bad things, but things that i believe are good i cant change
someone (11:31:03 PM): not lately =)
someone (11:31:05 PM): j/k
someone (11:31:27 PM): and i believe that not trusting people completely 100% is a good thing
Saline CJR (11:31:28 PM): AND YOU BELIVE THAT YOU NOT BEING ABLE TO TRUST ANYONE IS A GOOD THING!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Saline CJR (11:31:35 PM): well
Saline CJR (11:31:39 PM): I cant change that either
Saline CJR (11:31:46 PM): but other people dont work like that
Saline CJR (11:31:58 PM): I think that that is a sucky deal
someone (11:32:01 PM): ah, not trusting anyone and not trusting some completly are two different things
Saline CJR (11:32:22 PM): a woman will put her full trust and devotion into you for you to just only Partially trust them
someone (11:32:37 PM): i hope no one trust me 100%
Saline CJR (11:32:44 PM): yeah, but most non-yous can trust people
Saline CJR (11:33:00 PM): I trust that you are telling me the truth on most things
someone (11:33:05 PM): because it will be a big let down when i do something untrustworthy
Saline CJR (11:33:12 PM): Exactly
Saline CJR (11:33:16 PM): but
Saline CJR (11:33:25 PM): if you dont keep saying that you dont trust everyone
someone (11:33:34 PM): and we all do things untrustworthy sometime in our life
Saline CJR (11:33:40 PM): and you know that there are people that you love and trust, life is a hell of a lot easier
Saline CJR (11:33:49 PM): yeah but they arnt THAT bad
someone (11:34:12 PM): for instance! Him1 and Him2 probally had full trust in me. and i let them down big time
Saline CJR (11:34:13 PM): the only untrustworthy thing that can't be forgivin is being untrustworthy
Saline CJR (11:34:31 PM): well, Him 1 and Him 2 let you down too
Saline CJR (11:34:54 PM): that was a too big a problem to have only been driven by one person
Saline CJR (11:35:15 PM): but let's please not get into that
someone (11:35:24 PM): they had every reason to let me down, although i dont believe in letting someone down because they let you down, but thats they way it goes
someone (11:35:27 PM): ok
Saline CJR (11:35:52 PM): YOU DONT GET IT APPERANTLY!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT LET SOMEONE COWN THAT YOU DONT FULLY TRUST
Saline CJR (11:35:58 PM): trust only goes so far
Saline CJR (11:36:06 PM): the limit on trust is life and
someone (11:36:18 PM): i dont get it i guess
Saline CJR (11:36:18 PM): i trust that my friends wont kill me
Saline CJR (11:36:23 PM): right
someone (11:36:26 PM): really?
Saline CJR (11:36:28 PM): for me, that is enough
Saline CJR (11:36:43 PM): "everything should be made a simpla as possible, but not more than that."
Saline CJR (11:36:47 PM): YES really
someone (11:36:51 PM): einstine
someone (11:36:54 PM): said that dident he
someone (11:36:58 PM): ?
Saline CJR (11:37:06 PM): I trust that you wont spin around in the movies and cap me in the head!
Saline CJR (11:37:10 PM): yes he did
someone (11:37:20 PM): my point is that happens and people cant control it
someone (11:37:25 PM): im sure you've lied before right?
Saline CJR (11:37:27 PM): you are right
Saline CJR (11:37:32 PM): but they can deal with it
someone (11:37:42 PM): sometimes
Saline CJR (11:37:58 PM): look at the past and say, "Look! It's the past! Who Fricken CARES!!!"
someone (11:38:08 PM): in my situation me, Him 1, Him2 couldnt deal with it
Saline CJR (11:38:15 PM): apperently not
someone (11:38:25 PM): i say LOOK its the past what have i done!?!?!?!?
someone (11:38:37 PM): i cant forgive myself
someone (11:39:07 PM): i dont think anyone really understands what happend with me during/after this Him 1/Him 2 fiasco.... and im sure i dont understand what happened to them
someone (11:39:13 PM): its a bitch of a thing
Saline CJR (11:39:25 PM): YES IT IS!
Saline CJR (11:39:30 PM): no one does understand
Saline CJR (11:39:38 PM): since we dont
someone (11:39:45 PM): you know, even though i disagree with a lot of what your saying, this makes me feel much better
Saline CJR (11:39:50 PM): the best thing to do is just to leave it be and say what happend happend
Saline CJR (11:39:59 PM): that's what friends are for
someone (11:40:13 PM): yeah, but i wasnt a friend
someone (11:40:15 PM): a friend wouldnt do what i did
Saline CJR (11:40:16 PM): My purpose in life is to help people
someone (11:40:19 PM): or woudl they!
someone (11:40:22 PM): because i did
someone (11:40:26 PM): and i dident want to
Saline CJR (11:40:29 PM): shut up
someone (11:40:33 PM): you think i like losing two friends
someone (11:40:33 PM): no
someone (11:40:37 PM): but i gained two also...
someone (11:40:46 PM): and my point being i couldnt control it
Saline CJR (11:40:59 PM): YOU THINK I LIKE WATCHING 3 OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS GET INTO A BITCH FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Saline CJR (11:41:09 PM): YOU ONLY HAV TO WORRY ABOUT 2 OF THEM
someone (11:41:29 PM): i have to worry about 3 because thats the way i am... Him 1, Him 2, and me
someone (11:41:44 PM): its just how i work, i know it sounds selfish, but its the way it is
Saline CJR (11:41:49 PM): IM STUCK HERE LOOKING AT BOTH SIDES AND WONDERING HOW I AM GOING TO DEAL WITH 2/3 OF MY CLOSEST FRINEDS HATING EATCH OTHER FOR THE REST OF THIER LIVES AND MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saline CJR (11:42:11 PM): it's not selfish, it's human reflex
someone (11:42:16 PM): see, i dident know you felt that way
someone (11:42:25 PM): although it dosent suprise me much
Saline CJR (11:42:26 PM): i dont going around in the ghetto not worrying about what I am doing
Saline CJR (11:42:59 PM): well thats how I feel
someone (11:43:04 PM): im glad that i know
Saline CJR (11:43:19 PM): I know that you and Him 1and Him 2 and all of my other friends have some sort of feeling for me
Saline CJR (11:43:37 PM): My trust consists of helping my friends in anyway possible
someone (11:43:42 PM): i dont Him 1 or Him 2, i wish they would be more forgiving thats really all
Saline CJR (11:44:02 PM): though when 3 of them start smacking eachother around, theres not much I can do without hurting the other one
someone (11:44:39 PM): all i try and do is make the people around me be as comfortable
Saline CJR (11:45:14 PM): see, I leave the people around me to be comfertable them selves, but if they need help doing it, then I will help them
Saline CJR (11:45:21 PM): We can draw lessons from the past, but we cannot live in it.
Lyndon B. Johnson (1908 - 1973), December 13, 1963
someone (11:45:43 PM): im stilll drawing my lesson
Saline CJR (11:46:02 PM): but right now, you are doing a field lesson
Saline CJR (11:46:09 PM): you are living in it still
Saline CJR (11:47:32 PM): you are more like Herb Caen
Saline CJR (11:47:37 PM): I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.
Herb Caen
someone (11:48:06 PM): i really hope my life isnt in the past
Saline CJR (11:48:16 PM): so here is the best solution, noticed how I said best not easiest
Saline CJR (11:48:23 PM): Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (1807 - 1882)
Saline CJR (11:48:43 PM): well, If you keep worrying about what happend before rigt now than you are
Saline CJR (11:48:50 PM): right*
someone (11:48:54 PM): maybe
someone (11:50:04 PM): sometimes i just dont want to take a shower... i just ask why... why the hell do people change how they smell from their normal smell... im sure normally everyone smells close to the same, so why do they care if they smell like that
someone (11:50:26 PM): its such a waste of time, but then again, so is a lot of what i do
someone (11:50:34 PM): holy crap, its almost 12
Saline CJR (11:50:38 PM): SO IS ALOT OF WHAT EVERYONE DOES
Saline CJR (11:50:42 PM): ok
someone (11:50:44 PM): i know
It seems that many of my friends, when they get down, start putting them selves down. Now, this sounds so 3rd grade i know, but still. Then they go into that denial "I suck" mode. That is the #1 off Colin right there. It also ruins everyone elses day. Anyway, what is the point of a "loveing relationship" of you arn't going to get married? I mean come on! I am not going to "go out with anyone unless I really feel that they are someone that I could live with for a while. Then I would try to over the summer and see how things go.....Love is so ove ...ha ha ha
~Colin
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