"I am the Lord," he said. His bandanna was damp. It was hot and he wished it would rain.
The orange thread poked out from the edges of his machine. It was still long. This was good. He lowered the machine's head into the grass and it buzzed steadily. He did not pull the throttle. His hands and arms hurt from the vibration and he wanted to catch his breath. The grass did not know its time was near. It did not understand what the sound of an engine meant. The sound meant he was making things beautiful again.
His orange thread hung motionless among the high grasses.
His sunglasses slid down his face and he pushed them up. He was alone. They would not pick him up until after lunchtime. He pulled the throttle and heard the high whine.
"I am the Lord," he said, severing the high grasses.
by Matt Demo
I think the best a part about humans is that we can control our body, in all functions, using our brian. Wow that sounded very....dumb didn't it! But im serious. Mind over matter. One can lose wieght just by wanting to. This also goes for over coming desieses. The hard part is learning how to use this art of your brain. I have heard and read in many places that meditation, both active and unactive help this. One of the most common being Tai Chi Chuan. AND GUESS WHAT. TAI CHI AT THE REC BABY!!!!!!
Today was really fun.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.
I feel a bit strange because we've just moved to Idaho and there's a weird smell in the house.
I'm so normal
Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!
I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.
I want to say thanks to the academy for giving me this award.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.
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That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this poem I wrote. It's about my friend Robert, who has bipolar disorder. Just like me. And Heidi.
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What Monty Python Character are you?
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So, ive been watching the people at my school latly, and it's kind of funny. Not just the people at my school, but people in general. The majority of people, let their emotions get in the way of everything. They let their emotions blind them. So someone gets mad, and they are completely oblivious to everything except the single thought they are thinking. It's like they lose sight of everything, and their minds can only process one thing at a time! People need to learn to control their emotions, including myself. I am proud of myself becuase I was getting pretty agrivated, and i managed to srug it off in a matter of minutes. It feels godd when you do something right. The hard part is acctually doing it.
I think that the trick s to step back, and look at how much this wil acctually effect everything. Say I was pissed becuase i didn't want to do something, and someone made me do it. Let's say that I just hated what I had to do and got really pissed. The kind of anger where you want revenge. I know, most of the time you know how to stop being mad...you just dont want to! Well, Just take a few seconds and think, if I went around people and was like "I'm really pissed at this person, I hate them!!!" What would everyone think?? im sure they would think lower of you. Now I'm not the kind of person that is like, oh I care what everyone thinks about me. There are a few people who influence me whom I look up to, but not many.
I do care how ever, how people persive my attitude. Attitude is the most contagious of our emotions. If you are angery at someone, and you express it publically, then people usually take one of two sides. First, there is the "I'm with you side. Yeah I agree, that person sucks. He/she is a terrible person. What they did to you is awful!!" etc., you get my drift. Then there is the sid ethat just thinks your a worse person. "Oh jeez, there he goes again. He needs to stop hating people...." etc...again you get my drift.
So just try to avoid these kinds of things in the future.
Peace.
Utinam barbari spatium proprium tuum invadant!
"May barbarians invade your personal
space!"
You are highly confrontational and possibly in a
bad mood. You would have sworn in this quiz,
if I had made it an option.
Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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ahhhhh
1 MORE HALF DAY!!!!!!!!!!
i cant stand it!!
anyway.... good song = Several Ways to Die Trying by Dashboard Confessional
Anyway, things with the man worked out alright. If you want proof check out his Blurty. If you don't know the address, then you don't need to go there!. haha
peace. love. craps.
see ya!
well, I have been chosen as the 2004-2005 Drum Major. It is a good feeling, but i am sorry for those guys that didn't make it. We all practiced so hard. I am just confused right now. I know that I would have been upset if I didn't make it, but why do people have to hate me? I practiced just as hard, if not harder than other people. My audition didn't go nearly as well as I had hoped, but that's only a part of it. I have been told that my interview was alot of it, and the parts of my audition i didn't screw up on were also good. So why are people trying to make it seem like i was picked by age. I'm not going to mess up at games. By then I will have enough practice where it will be second nature. Again, people make it seem like what I have earned is a bad thing. Man im sorry you didn't get it, but hating me isn't going to do anything. Getting your friends to hate me isn't going to do anything. Hat Mr.L isn't going to do anything. Why don't you guys get that.
I'm lost, help me please. i need a light.
Im not sure if this is true for other people, but I know that in my life, there is one focus point. now its not like any certain things, it is always changing. I tis the things that you wait for, you know the thing that mkaes you get up in the morning and really look forward to the day. At several times, including now, that thing is a person. This person isn't someone i have a crush on or anything like that, it's just someone (more like someones) lthat i really admire. I look forward to seeing these people in my day, and if I dont see them, i get kind of down.
Bleib Tapfer
...I still envy you
You know those movies that are kind of sappy, yet inspiring; where the main character has friends that are really good at stuff. You know, it just seems that the only friends he can make are the ones that can do something really really well, yet he doesn't see anything in himself...
... that's how I feel.....
....I have friends moving away that are awsome in foriegn languages (like fluent in like 5 languages), I have several friends that are extremly musically talented, I have more than enoguh friends that are really really smart, not to mention the ones that are all athletic. Then there are the ones that are really good at being a kid (like those ones that are über community service ones...mine is meeting Tiger Woods to do some sort of commercial, and the friends that are just good at everything in general. Finally, I have the friends that combine half of those togeather with a hint of bad ass and a mint to top it all off...
...I envy all of you
....Yet in myself...i feel empty...not really good at anything...i dont want do be felt sorry for, or pittied of anything, i just kinda feel wierd....I think that...
I need
a...
religion??? (im looking)
My sport...
Crew(krü), n. 1. A sport practiced
in rowing boats where the
participants willfully awake before
dawn and run to practice where
they spend one or two hours
sitting on a hard wood seat
and pull on oars to such a
level as to cause their bodies
to go into oxygen debt, resulting
in the formation of lactic acid
in their blood, which causes
substantial pain and discomfort
in all major muscle groups.
This activity is usually performed
twice a day in the name of fun,
and is conducted under the
demonic supervision of a
person called "Coach",
with the help of his trained
servant named "coxswain".
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