well, I went to my first crew regatta (rowing competition for those who don't know) today and guess how we did?
we didn't. we waited for 6 hours and did nothing.
so we get to go tomorrow at 5 in the morning
ha, life is so funny...hehe
see yall bright and early tomorrow 0_~
prom is gonna rock
and now for one of the greatest songs in the historyof all music... BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY !
Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me
Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now he’s ,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didn’t mean to make you cry-
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body’s aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-I’ve got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all-
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-can’t do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-
Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,
Any way the wind blows....
There are two ways to think about pain. There is one that it hurts and distracts you. It is added wieght to your problems. In that state of thinking, you only become more frustrated, and more angry. It is pointless to give yourself more pain, so why don't you think of it diferently.
I think of pain as body awareness. Im not some self mutalator that hurts myself for fun. no, it just works like this. If I get hurt doing something, for example today I got four open bleeding wounds( one is the size of a dime and the other three your pinky fingernail) and three fair sized blisters from rowing. Now I dont see these pains as added wieght, I see themas things I did wrong that I can fix. When I feel pain, it re-focuses me to what I am doing and reminds me why I am doing it. Pain can acctually be pretty usefull if you think about it right. Well, that is todays shpiel. (the last entry was supposed to be yesterdays...hehe)
I see pain as weakness escaping the body.
-bleib tapfer
You know, there is something really agravanting when a group of people are working as a team, and one of them decideds to not pay attention. That just ruins it for everyone. Everyone works hard to get the job done and one person, just for a second, decides that they aren't going to pay attention... and look what happens...moron
On a lighter note, Something really cool happens in things like a band or orchestra where you have 60 some people all concentrating on the same piece of music, or the same melody. It just is a really cool feeling. What's even cooler is when someone to whom you have respect for plays with you, when you can pick him and yourself out of the band just playing togeather...that is also really cool.
...AAAAAAaaaaaand there is just something about a bike horn that brings a smile to my face, and a warmth to my heart.
Some people think that knoledge and wisdom are the same thing or are just closly related. I think that they are absolutly different. Knoledge, you can learn with out doing anything. You could be the biggest couch potatoe and still have knoledge. That's just the way it works. Wisdom, on the other hand, comes from doing things. It comes from getting out there and acctually watching someone do something, than doing it yourself. There is no imitation for wisdom. The other part of wisdom is age or events. By events I mean a tragic event in your life. For some reason unknown to our race, events like this make us stronger and wiser.
Gotta fly
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